My Morning, as told to Mr Earnest Hemingway

The sun was in the windows and on the floor. I got up to finish the film while I had my breakfast. The black girl was dancing and singing, the cereal too sweet and soggy, gaggable stuff. The phone rang, Zurich calling, like always.

"I'm on the tram. I have a meeting to get back to. This train is too slow."

"What are you doing out? It's 5 o'clock."

"I wanted to try going out in the sunshine. I wanted to try it."

"Were you at the Mariott? Did you stay watching the racy films too long? That's why you're late now."

"No. Why is everything about that with you?"

It was an old joke. We always made it. He moved on.

"Kevin Garnett. That man is amazing."

"He is the MVP. He will be. Did you see that Grasshopper lost? Lost in the cup? Their opponent, FC Wil or somesuch, has not won it for one hundred and four years."

"No. Did you speak to the Captain?"

I had known he would say it, before he did. The stupid joke came from the Captain. He who had not been seen by us since Christmas. Or before, maybe summer, in the Tuscan hills with the wine grapes we had fought. With my forehead still stinging from where I had been hit with the rock, I had gone to the train station. I hadn't known where I was going. It turned out to be Rome. Then La Spezia, and Riomaggiore, and Camogli. And then the hours back to Zurich on another train. We had fought again there. The call ended. I pushed the button again for the film.

The water was running now, hot on the dirty tile. I had a friend somewhere in Africa, under a cold, brown waterfall beating his clothes on the rocks. He liked doing that sort of thing. It took millions of dollars in the bank for him to be able to go do his laundry under a waterfall. And surely he would be playing his guitar while they dried.

I turned around to the mirror, and I saw her under the hot water, tucked up like a child in the protection of her mother's stomach. She was slick with soap and soaked to the bone, stillborn but for her eyes blinking. She stayed until the water turned cold. Her tears were hot but she still shivered.

I wiped the steam from the mirror. My towel would be wet now. The razor was dull, and I had no more shaving cream. I cut myself, but I was tired. I closed my eyes. It was time to go.

*-Sorting through my desk looking for bills I found a copy of this thing I turned into a lit class a number of years ago (apparently during the heady days of the Timberwolves only championship run) as my brief response to The Snows of Kilimanjaro. It amused me all over again (ça plus change, ça plus même) and made me think about starting a Hemingway kick for a while, in my often derailed quest to use literature as a form of mental rehabilitation although always leaving room for Rob Zombie, slasher movie auteur du jour. Anyways, the names have been changed to protect against implications due to my artistic license and missing detail in recalling certain events... basically what I'm saying is don't read this and take the implication that the Captain really threw a rock at my head, because he didn't (that was somebody else, and there were witnesses). As always, apologies in equal proportions to Papa Hemingway and to my faithful readership.